But

what if it isnt the meds and the disease playing tricks on you?  What if destiny played its hand and you discovered towards the end of your life that you were supposed to listen to the voice within that said "a change is needed."  ?

what if you ignore that inner voice, being brainwashed into believing it was wrong.  What if your life WAS wrong, that you were ignoring something you were meant to hear? 

easy enough to simply walk away but it makes me bitterly angry over an excuse that is perhaps not valid.  What if you told yourself to listen to the voice, instead of casting me in the light of WRONG I am perhaps instead RIGHT??